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Friday, May 30, 2008

hahas.. today sleep until quite late n baby tomato called me to wake me up.. he came n fetch me to sch.. so happy n feel so fortunate to have him by my side.. hees.. =x .
reached sch n chatted wif my frens.. went to eat beehoon again.. my frens disappear all of a sudden.. so i was alone.. =( .. wanted to find my galfren pei me eat.. n i found out dat she pon sch ! argh.. nvm.. it is okay.. eat wif other frens.. i wanted to disturb fangyi de loh.. but i dropped his egg accidentally.. so sory.. wanted to pay him back.. n he say buy 1o eggs for him.. hahas..
took a nap in the air-conditioned room during the english lesson.. shiok.. lmao.. feel stressed suddenly.. really nid to study le.. keep playing dis few days.. i mus control myself.. but dere are too many temptations neh.. hees.. even if didn go out.. oso stay at home use com.. okay nah.. i go pom pom le.. love my baby tomato forever.. i wun leave him unless he choose to leave me..

ytd went to find baby tomato.. he slping like pig norh.. bomb him oso neva ans.. hahas.. took cab to green cos scared he will be angry dat i accompany him awhile oni.. went to take bus to woodlands.. missed a bus so i sms xiaojess cos she meeting me oso.. she neva reply den i call her.. finally board the bus n saw xiaojess still waiting at the bus stop.. i so guilty loh.. but got communication problem.. becos of the stupid sms.. she received it late.. argh.. luckily she neva angry.. went to cwp loiter around jiu take mrt to jurong east.. took bus to ah john funeral.. dunno why.. i jus cant accept the reality.. reached dere n saw many ppl.. maybe is the last day so many ppl go down bah.. ate beehoon wif xiaojess.. went to find weikiat n fan him to bring me go find ah john mummy.. she is really upset n sick as well.. i dunno wad to say to cheer her up.. cos i noe dat no matter wad i say will jus be useless.. i feel sad too.. her eyes keep twitching n she had gone for injection.. the doctor say mus keep herself calm n relaxed.. cant be too nervous.. but after the injection.. the accident took place the next day... she tried to call me.. but i diverted all my calls dat day.. really feel so guilty lah ! or else can c ah john for the last time.. hais.. his mummy asked me to go n take a last look at him.. but i had forgotten dat i cant go funeral in the first place cos my ah ma had passed away for less than 1oo days.. so i cant go n take a look at him.. xiaojess kept hurrying me.. so i told her dat i need to go le.. she said when she saw me.. she think of ah john n she cried.. i really feel helpless n damn sad at that moment.. hais.. went to another side to cry.. den took bus nn mrt back home.. chatted awhile with baby tomato n went to slp..

trance rocks !