Wednesday, August 20, 2008
OMG ! today was damn unlucky.. hais.. having geog lesson in class n suddenly a teacher came to look for me..
i was asked to bring my bag n pencil case out.. okay.. i was shivering cos i knew smth bad was going to happen. actually it was alright.. dere is smth which i dun wan to tok bout it on blog.. n i had to write my statement.. had to follow my form teacher from wed to fri.. which can be consider as a good thing.. cos i suck in physics.. got anything can ask her.. got 12 demerit.. hp confiscated.. until o lvl end.. hais.. nobody can contact me until my o lvl ends.. it can be considered as a good thing but troublesome.. hahas. okay.. oh.. nid to serve one wk cwo as well. WHAT THE HELL ?!?! argh.. angry.. nvm.. saw my mother in sch n i cried when i c her.. i feel dat i had let her down.. no lah.. of cos is not dat serious.. hahas. took cab home with her.. n no hp.. shag.. no songs.. no hp is okay for me.. but no music is like no life okay.. sian.. n had some jokes with her on the way home.. n she can really laugh out loud wors.. quite funny actually.. cos i said i m chao lao enuff to do some things n of cos i pinpointed her when we say until smth.. lols.. some ppl will understand what i m saying..
galfren.. dun be upset.. is not ur fault.. i noe u dun mean it n let it happen jus liddat. i noe u will be feeling upset like me.. dun worry.. cheer up.. although i noe i m crying like hell jus now.. smile.. i dun blame u for anything.. no hp use is okay for me.. kicking away the habit is smth i intend to do so n which i should have done it long ago. dun blame urself..
hmm.. i really feel upset.. becos i didn listen to my beloved advice.. n i noe i had make many ppl to be disappointed in me.. wth.. suddenly feel like crying again. hais.. beloved.. i m sorry.. u will find it hard to contact me liao le.. jus now in sch.. i keep crying cos i duno how to explain for the things i do.. maybe i find it hard to communicate with teachers.. i seriously want to change.. n i m quite happy that the teachers trust me.. maybe becos i was crying like hell..? okay.. nvm.. not going to go out.. n intend to get good results for my o lvl to prove to them. hmph.. den dun wan to let them despise me.. n oh.. realise ms ow is quite nice as well.. becos she can c dat maybe i really do wan to change.. n she scolded me for keep crying.. she is quite nice to me loh.. maybe i do things that r to her liking.. ? cos i straight away give her the things dat she wan when she asked for it.. hmm. liddat of cos she wun angry rite ? lmao.. okay.. the thing dat i dun wan it to happen will be regarding hsa.. okay.. everything will be over soon. there will be rainbow after a heavy rain with a bright sun behind the dark clouds.. i will be fine.. i m sory for everything.. changing for the better.. n i had promised.. cheerios.. tml will be a better day than today.. certainly will be though i noe dat it is just a little better.. hope nobody will gif me dat kind of looks which i hated !
trance rocks !
