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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

today weather is damn cooling.. hahas. had my prelim english n social studies paper today.. erm.. the difficulty level is still alright.. n in the examination hall today.. i realised dat my dm is quite charismatic.. hahs. oh crap.. duno why i have this feeling.. hmm.. maybe she have her own principles to follow.. so dats why she was so charming.. hahas.. finished my exams n was trying to get back my hp n i wanted to depend on my fate wif mr chong.. if i can c him.. i shall ask for my hp.. hahas. but too bad.. i didn c him. okay.. so went to srg central to have lunch.. ate ban mian.. omg.. it was heaven... first time of duno how many days since i last eat meat.. erm.. actually not so kua zhang nah.. hahas. went to compass point library to study with jiwei.. n we r toking bout ppl who r hypocrites n how wicked they can be to get wad they want.. dis kind of person is highly dangerous.. hahas.

hmm.. saw many cute children at the children study corner.. n dere was dis baby boy.. he was seriously damn cute.. he can be sitting quietly on a chair for a moment.. n suddenly fall down from it at the other moment.. hahas.. so cute.. n he keep looking at us.. his actions n everything had distracted me from my books.. wah.. if he is a teenager.. i will surely fall in love with him.. hahas. but dat was impossible nah.. went home at 4.. cos jiwei have tuition at 4.30.. on the way to lrt.. saw xiaoalan.. n of cos he was busy chatting n playing wif his frens.. went home.. bath n slp for awhile.. suddenly.. it seems like it was going to rain while i was sleeping.. n i couldn wake up n cant open my eyes as well... omg.. okay.. finally wake up n rush for my tuition.. waiting for my beloved to call me.. quickly walked home.. hoping dat i can get home in time so dat i could call him.. n once again.. my hp went bonkers.. fcuk.. hais.. sadded lah.. nvm.. called my beloved n chatted awhile..

realised many things dat had make me feel sad.. really very sad.. i hadn been so sad for a long time.. i feel dat i shouldnt noe bout the past at all.. cos let me tell u dis.. it does bother me seriously.. i cant jus fcuk care it.. if i can.. it will be the day dat u r not my most beloved.. if i wan.. u will not be very impt to me.. u kept on saying dat i had many frens.. but u cant deny the fact dat u had many frens as well. i will be bothered by everything bout u once i had fallen deep in love wif u.. i was quite happy at first.. but i had heard smth dat makes me feel rather displeased.. okay.. i had nth to say bout it.. n had to admit it since u say so.. i think i will noe wad to do if i love u no more.. btw.. i feel like deleting my acc.. everything is being really fcuked up in my life.. i dont wan to be controlled by anything already.. feel very angry at dis moment.. i jus wan to do anything i like.. okay.. i shall jus fcuk care everything.. pms alert.. everyone jus shoo.. leave me alone.. i dun wan to be a person dats gd as i think dat no matter how gd i m.. i will still be hurt someday..

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